i don't know how much longer i'm gonna be able to wait to have a kid. i'm not with anyone, but i do have a "true love". we're just not together but we were on and off for 3 years. but anyway i guess that's besides the point. i love kids so much...i just wish i could do it now. be married and pregnant or have a little baby. i just want one so bad. i just wish it could be perfect. i want to have one with someone i'm head over heels in love with and have been for a long time. i can't imagine being the mother of anyone else's kids but his. i just wish we were a little bit older...and that i was done school and had a job. i know i shouldn't wish my life away...but i just want my own little person.